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Sunday, 15 June 2008

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Sunday, 03 June 2007

I know what it's like to have your heart broken, yeah it hurts... it's a really horrible feeling.... but the one thing that hurts worse than having your heart broken... is having it removed..... the feeling like you don't own a heart, you're incapible of caring for anything.... even things that used to make sense don't make sense... I wish to god that my heart would have broken 2 years ago... not dissappeared... cause it was hard to find it and get it back....

I'm not trying to be emo, i'm doing exactly the opposite... this is for those who feel this way... if your heart is broken... I know much worse of what that feels like..... so you have my sympathy....

for now i'm off to bed....

Saturday, 21 April 2007

Welcome back to Xanga Brandon... Yeah if anyone reads this then...

then... you get to hear some confessions or some facts you might have never known about me... otherwise... I'm blabbing to myself....

1: if any one dresses as Lenne From FFX-2 at Acen, and it's actually good, I want to ask them to dinner or something
2: One of my biggest turn-ons is if the Girl asks me out, or out to dinner
3: My biggest pet pieve is when people don't know what the fuck I'm saying when I greet them at panda... (WHY GREET THEM THEN?)
4: I love when girls wear Plaid or Jean Skirts, and no skorts (those aren't SKIRTS!)
5: One of my favorite songs that replays in my head alot is "Here in this Diary" by the Ataris
6: My favorite number is 13
7: Girls say it's nice when a guy buys her flowers?, Well as long as you mean it out of love and not what it's actually simbolizing, anyone who would give me a black rose would probably make me melt, (like I said out of love, cause otherwise giving someone a black rose means they're gonna die some way or another)
8: Shy girls are cute, because I'm shy, and if I could find one just like me, that would get really cute...
9: If i were a guy on Naruto I would best relate to Shikamaru (everything is so bothersome lately), if I were a female on Naruto I would best relate to Hinata (I'm too shy to tell someone how i feel).
10: If I could go back and change anything of the past what would it be? Hmmm, MY EYE COLOR DAMNIT... YOU SAID I COULD CHANGE IT!!!!! and that was DETERMINED IN THE PAST!!!
11: I am the 19 year old Virgin, I don't know where they get this 40 year thing?
12: Amanda Bynes is my Celebrity Dream Date... followed closely by Drew Barrymore, then Reese Witherspoon, then Tila Nguyen, then that chick from Memoirs of A Geisha, then **incoherent Ramblings**
13: It's funny how the letter 'B' is just a smooshed together 13, and 13 is my favorite number, and yet my name begins with 'B'........... HAHAHA....... ..... ... HAHHAH........... .... ... AHH HAHAHAHA.....
14: My favorite fruit is strawberries and bananas (yes I know sounds erotic, *or am I thinking Exotic?, HMmm, no it's definitely erotic**)

15: My favorite color is blue, but it used to be orange, I changed sides of the spectrum...
16: Hockey is my favorite sport
17: Dude, wtf when is Avatar Starting again?

and also, i'm gonna quick say my mind is going crazy thinking about someone whom I don't think I like anymore, but it just drives me crazy that it all worked out this way, and not the way at all intended... I might post this poem on my myspace but I doubt she will read it...

Later,
BZ

Wednesday, 14 March 2007

I feel like venting... Don't get all huffy turn away if I piss you off I don't care

Anyways... I'm having issues again... With Acen: I can't FIGURE OUT HOW TO MAKE FUCKING HAIR!!!!!!!!!!!! GAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOL
Anywho that aside... I'm getting annoyed with some people, and I won't say names, just a small group (Kinda like how the AKATSUKE are a small group... I needed to stick with Naruto theme)... Amber I know you're gonna ask me who if you've read this so I'll tell YOU later, and only YOU because I trust you... 'Shley never asks me anyways so if she does for some odd reason ok i'll tell you too... LOL
Other than that, I'm starting to realize a lot of things... I'm letting my heart finally talk to me, it's actually whispering, it's annoying, but hey at least I can Kinda hear it... I said I won't go looking, so I won't I might have found something, now the Brain's just got to process it and figure out if it's legit or if I'm just being retarded again, I'm not jumping into anything....
Meanwhile on the other hand, thanks too haggen Daas I learned how to play part of clocks by coldplay on the keyboard... it's so cool, and I still keep thinking I'm playing it....
Jamie, if for some Peculiar reason you read this, thanks for coming in and saying hi today, it made me feel better for some odd reason...
Acen again: I want to take someone, but there's one flaw... (actually 2 counting the one I won't mention) but I don't think My grandma would like a Girl to be staying with me for 3 days, and neither would her parents I don't think... so she told me she's not going anyways but told me to get her something (as a joke), I need to get her something now, or else I'll feel like an ass, cause I already told her I wanted her to come, but that I couldn't take her and she can't afford to go on her own.....
anyways, I'm glad I got most of this off my chest... man I like Hiding things too... LOL it makes me feel better cause sometimes people have no Idea what the fuck I mean by anything, which sometimes I don't want them to know... sometimes it's better that way... then I don't feel worse... LOL

RANDOM SHOUT OUT TODAY GOES TO: 'Shley
Kyo and Die and Toshiya and KUSO!!! i don't remember all their names, but anyways... You're sooo weird and soooo kookie, that it makes me want to punch a baby.... You're AWESOME!!!! just 2 words to get everything broken working again........... (.)(.)~~~~~BOOOBIE~~~~~~WAVES~~~~~~F

Monday, 12 March 2007

fine I'll post but I don't know about what....

Hey, I'm kinda not wanting to talk right now... so I'll repost more later hopefully.... I got this annoying situation that I don't want to talk about... so unless you want to know I'm not gonna say anything... I know amber will probably ask me what so I'll tell you when the time is right....

ttyl,
Brandon